LOVER

Lover?
im so confused,
i hated to have a serious relationship,
its just put me in trobble,
crying,
sadness,
dissapointed,
fool,
ahhhhhhh......
BUt,
sometime it's sweet,
happy all the time,
gorgeous,
he is the only one,
he is the only one that u can hope for help..
he is a part of me,
But when you are in a relationship,
what others think about you,
rumous is everywhere,
rejected by family because
he is too old for u,
he is too young for u,
he do not have any future!
im so confused,
what should i do,
i feel lonely,
i wana to get marry,
i wana care by him,
i wana accompony by him,
goshhhhh...
what is going on with me..
who should i looking for?
i do not dare to tell anybody about my story,
what they will think about all of this!!!
no ones knew it..................................