Choice and bla bla bla

i have 2 choice to choose, first is continue my degree second is to bcome a stewardess. i am so headache think about it. become a stewardess is my dream but degree is a level of myself, ofcouse degree is more important and can always meet with my boy friend. heee... but become stewardess of etihad airways is a good opportunity for me and salary is more higher.. heeee... :p

haiz... later just make a decision, need to discuss with him ofcouse.. :)

Next week is my register day for the last sem ( sem 6 ), ow god, study again... need to struggle again.. my result of sem 5 dropped, i never regret to get that result la..... cz i really struggle not to give up and satisfied of that.. hahahaha.. :)

Relaxing

WOW... finally finished my final exam, im freedom now..
but im still worry about the result, because on this subject, i am too confident that was the answer, but not suppose to be that. im still hoping i can get A on that subject
(Can i? u know how many mark tat i have loose? 16 per 100!)
i have succefully control my diet, im glad about that... suffer to control it, but im glad that i can go through of it..

what i want to do on this holiday.. working? impossible.. Hurm
still have 1 sem to go then huray!! finish my diploma..
where i want to take my dgree? still not sure yet..
Muet result? hope i can get 3 pointer n above.

Many things that had changed

After i started my study by july..
i have no time to came here to drop down a comment!
Now because i miss my blog, n too many things that had happen in 1 month.

Erm, until now i had spend too much expenses ( in 1 month )..
i do not know where i spend of..
i just feel i lose the money at somewhere place( konon )..
i think the money left is not enough for me to survive for next 5 month,
i am sure not enough.. haiz.. tension! need from my father againt..
Now i have to more save... adoi...

i think i have a new life, all have changed because of him...
i have to be more relax and appreciate of everything...
i am happy now..

i just bought a new hp not more than 1 month, after the hp damaged!!
argh.. i can't use it for 1 week, i am suffer of it..
Lose contact with everybody!
do not know what is the time, today is what day n date..
coooollll.... ( Just be patien la.. )

2 weeks of holiday, i stay at labuan.. ( konon jimat la )
My life at here still simple ' eat, sleep, watch tv, on9, go for a walk '
though on diet, but still the same! haiz...
but i have sucessfull diet 2kg, still ok rather then keep on fatter..
hope in this 2 week, i can control of it..
Back to study just keep on diet.. hahahaha

first day of registration

Tommoro is my first day starting my classes.. i hate to back to my class!~~~
if i saw that monster, i will moody!!! can not concentrate my study..
feel wana to kill that shit monster!!
really tired of the day that i had to register, paid fees, and managed my hostel!
i am busy to manage all of that in 1 day! tired!
but still ok, i can meet my friendsss..
when i met my friends and lecture, all of them said i am fat!!!
agrrrrrrrr.....
tension, by now i cant eat too much like before!
hopefully i can keep on it...
wish me to keep on it yar!!!
hahahahaha..
all of my friends have changing a lot...
hahahahaha...
wana out now...
no enought time to write to much...
bye....

i am sick

sick for 1 week..

so suffer of it..

do not have change to enjoy,

i am now at upm selangor,

waiting for my cousin finish her class,

while waiting, so i drop a post here!

tomorro going back to kk,

lazy wana to back there!

still have a lot of things that i haven't buy!

i thought have mega sales here,

but still the same!

mega sales is on august! not july,

so dissopointed i cant join the mega sales!

but the good thing is i can save my money!

i love their character.. :)

All Done

i miss my family,
back to kl by today,
miss them so much,
but,
i miss here too,
gain a lot of new experience here,
many problems here,
but still have a lots fun of the problems,
hahaha..
so life not so bored..

9 july back to kk againt,
continue my study(1 more left),
i miss my friends there,
but i hate to see someone else,
hate!!!
regret be friend with that fellow,
nevermind,
thank god shows me the truth!

feel relax,
i had settle all of my assignment,
enjoy my time,
hurayyy!!!
wana to shopping, ofcause!!
for half year not shopping,
pity of myself!

missing...
i miss my hometown,
hopefully one day i can back there and visit there,
miss my old friends,
miss my life there,
miss a wonderful time there,
have fun with friends,
no problems,
no argue,
quarel ofcause!!
How are they now?
How are they look like now?
thin?
fat?
success?
tall?
marry?
hehehehehe

ReALise

i never think i had do the wrong,
but now i realise, i had!
i have done a big mistake,
mistake i am not explain everything,
and i just wana to help people,
but they never realise,
they will only said all was my fault,
now i understand,
and i was regret!

Now i can said we can not 100% trust people,
even lover or friends,
cause i just realise,
and i saw and heard it!
then i learned,
however we said the truth,
no one will believe it..

Ooo God,
you are only one know what is going on,
you give me a change to see,
how they get their consideration for what had they done,
and me too..
then i realise, you are very powerfull!

now i realise what is going on here,
i learned from mistake,
i am not perfect,
thank god and my friends that had supporting me,
i will try my best to change all the mistake..